…that my husband reads this. I don’t mean the cute ones about Carter or the reflective ones about myself. I mean, the password protected ones–about him. Because boy the “I love you’s” have really started flowing lately. Or, it could be that the ol’ heart strings were REALLY pulled last week when he watched Big.gest Los.er last week while I was gone out to coffee with my friends. If you don’t watch the show, you probably don’t know about Abby. Abby lost her entire family. She wasn’t feeling well and they took her to the hospital one day to get checked out. She stayed at the hospital, they went home. On the way, they were hit by a car going over 100 mph and all 3 of them were killed–her husband, her 5 year-old daughter and her 9 month-old son. As she had a breakthrough on the show her last week there, Jeff absolutely lost it (or so he said, I wasn’t here). Later, at small group, he brought up that he couldn’t imagine losing me and Carter and then having to move on in life. You just have to know him to know that those comments don’t exactly flow from him as of lately. For me, I’m glad to know that we mean so much.
And, there was another surprising comment that same night. He admitted to having problems with porno.graphy in the past and into our married life. He said that our marriage was good, but that he couldn’t imagine how unbelievably great it might be if he’d never done those things to me. Holy cow. Talk about a breakthrough. There’s your breakthrough.